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April 29 Dogcomplishment.My mum reported that Lara caught a rat ALL by herself under the car the other day. YIKES...i kissed her as usual. ANyway, that's bside the point. What was amazing was the fact Lara could be good for something...for a dog my bro calls good-for-nothing.
And suddenly, my mum recalls an important fact. Why was the colour of the fur so weird.....light brown and white or sth? COuld it....could it have been a HAMSTER? I mean, that thing whatever it was kinda died very quickly ya noe......probably of SHOCk if it was a hamster. My dog didnt even sink its teeth into it. That thing died under her two front paws. Squashed to death, hehe. DO i sound evil? hopefully not.
 NOooo.....so it turns out my dog is good for nothing...but wait, no circumstantial evidence YEt. But my bro, being one to look down on the family pet, predicted that if LAra could actually catch the rodent, it had to be a hamster. Well, there's only one way to find out. My mum turned the rubbish bin inside out and found that lil plastic bag containing lara-kill...only to confirm my bro's suspicions.
 Ah well......too bad...my dog is really.........sadistic. A harmless rodent and she had to kill it. And the explaining we would have to do if the late hamster actually belonged to one of our neighbours. -_-'
FOrtunately it didnt belong to THe kid next door when my mum asked. April 25 It's a wonderful life. Not.please oh please, set me free.........
I'm so stuck in studies that other things seem to fade in comparison....help! I'm seriously drowning in studies, studies and studies and i don't even know why I'm doing this. Life becomes so dull and i try to make the best out of every little small thing that is the tiniest bit interesting, like biking whenever the weather is good.That's how bad it is.
Does it have to be like this? I wish i could say I'm having fun, but no, i am NOT. Unless you count learning about Sultan Mansor Shah and his sons and the generation AFTER that fun. But I thk i should sound a LIL more grateful that its boring instead of hard.
Fear not, life is about to take a turn...here comes CARRY THE CALL 2006! Woo hoo! Now that's a more interesting prospect....yay! and of course the fact my bday month is coming up too..lol..I'm gonna be famous when everyone talks about the month of May. U_u....eheheheks...And after the sch exams, its Youth camp for this seriously frozen girl. I mean, frozen in the sense I've become so dull already. And just for fun and to set the record straight, im going for the BM storytelling comp. Shhhh, dont tell my BI tcher, k?
NOw life doesnt seem so bad....
Yikes, i take back my words...my geo proj is DUE! and i dont have to mention that im uh....behind in the hasil kajian part. Ahem. Not only the hasil kajian. April 21 As Malaysians..hiak hiak.
April 14 It is worth doing.It was the closest to remorse I have ever seen him come to. I was moved by his story.
Once, about two or three years ago, he knew a blind boy in his class. He was the only person who talked to him, who treated him like a normal person. "hey, the football scores...." and stuff like that, like a friend. People always said that he could talk to just about anyone.
When the blind boy tried to become his friend, he became scared. He was scared because the boy was blind. And so he stayed out of his way. That boy needed his friendship, but he never got it.So ended an "almost friendship". All because he was scared.
And now when he looks back, he regrets his actions. If given a chance to do it all over again, I thk he would have taken the chance to be a fren..and this friendship would have meant a lot more to the blind boy than anything else.
I was sobered by his story. How little things can impact the lives of others. Little things not worth doing in your opinion, but big things to others that can affect someone elses life. I hope to be able to have the courage to do what he didnt do that time. We have an impact. We can influence. We can move someone elses world with just one little step of friendship, a simple "hi" and "bye" to acknowledge them.
I will try to. April 13 The proudest day of my life.Am I accomplished today. Hmph. U_u
I finally did what i had wanted to do for so long. Smashed up my KHB proj and threw the remnants into a dustbin near the toilet. Am i relieved that i wont have have to look at that monstrosity ever again. And its kinda nice that the teacher was too preoccupied with distributing odd-sized planks to notice what mischief i was up to in my corner...altho i DID sit right in front. Hehe.
 To thk i was worrying ever since i passed up my project last year about how to get rid of it without being noticed by anyone...u noe, i dont want anyone to know THAT project is MINe..
 (life can be so humiliating)Haha, this must be some kind of belated teenage rebellion.
And my friends just stared on wide-eyed at my destruction of my project. And of course, commented that the planks i just ripped apart could be reused instead of being thrown away...seeing that the materials given out this time couldn't be used to make anything practical..except perhaps satay sticks?
 WE are all the of the same kind. April 05 5 APril!It's April already and I haven't TOuched my form 1 and 2 textbooks for revision! Soon it'll be October and PMR and I don't have a clue about how to motivate myself to study. Things keep on coming up..and up..like i just found out today that we had to do a Project for Pendidikan Seni. As in a folio. While I'm still alang-alang thru my Sej, Geo and KHB. Ah, don't remind me about KHB...I'm sooo sick and tired of writing penghargaans, objektif kajians and rumusans.
What about maths? Well, slightly better than two weeks ago, i guess. Indices was harder than factorization, and I'm thankful that factorization isn't THAt hard. Science, crap man! What on earth are those oxides, sulphides and insecticides or whatever? And are we EXPECTED to commit all of THAT to memory? I have a sinking feeling in my stomach that my memory storage may not be enough for all of that, including Geo chap 7: Taburan Sumber di Malaysia. Not only Geo, what bout Sej? All the kesan darurat is enuf to make one hin hin. Not mentioning I haven't mastered my BM and BC, but i thk everyone knows about that without my having to mention it.
BI is my only consolation, and that's not much. *sigh*
I'd really like some ex-form 3ers to teach me how to survive this year without first dying of humiliation and fear. |
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