Today's officially the last day of SPM. I would like to express my gratitude to all who have been a great help and support throughout this time of no afternoon naps and no house chores. =P

 

MUM AND DAD, thank you so very much. Mum, you have been more stressed out over my exam than I have been, and if you hadn't reminded me to bring my calculator for Add Maths, I shudder as I imagine the consequences that might have followed as a result. All the meals were especially sumptious during the exam period, and the best thing was that I could eat as much (or rather, as LITTLE) as I wanted. Dad, thanks for washing the bathroom and taking over my night shift dish-washing so I could squeeze in an additional amount of knowledge into my head every night. Not that last minute studying helps MUCH...=P

 

Rene, thanks for making my bed in the morning amidst all your protests and whines and mordant glares at me for getting you so many chores that were previously mine. Like the laundry-folding. *smiles sweetly* Don't worry, I'll be taking over again from now on. =P

 

Ray, thanks for all those words of encouragement. "Bao Gia A1 lah, don't need to study, right?"

 

...Now that I think of it, that sounded more sarcastic than encouraging. =P

 

Jia Wern, Rach and Eddie, thanks for allowing yourselves to be distracted by me. Even when I was supposed to be studying. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

 

Teck Ang, thanks for sitting next to me (which you really didn't have a choice in) and listening to all my lame jokes (which you really didn't have a choice in either). =P

 

Amy, thanks for erm....nothing. =P You didn't even share the same class with me!!!! The ultimate betrayal. xD

 

Last but not least, thank you, GOD. Thanks for helping me remember how to draw the diagram with the Magnadur magnets and copper rods and copper wires and leading me to glance through it just the night before, saving me a complete 12 marks for the Physics experiment. Thanks for guiding me through my last minute revision and helping me to focus on certain parts like diodes and radioactivity safety precaution methods which eventually came out in the exam. Thank you also for helping me notice that slight difference between thyroxine and thyroid-stimulating hormone when I checked my Bio P2. The Angina part was truly a miracle, Father. I have no one else to thank for that, but You alone. =)

 

Thank you for all those undeserved 39/40 and 49/50 papers. Your blessings overflow.

 

Thanks for sustaining me throughout my lack of afternoon naps, and keeping me in perfectly good health the entire time through. I will thank you even before my results are out, because come what may, I know that I owe each and every success to You, and that my life is in Your hands whether or not I get a scholarship. Because You and You alone know my life's path, and You know what's best for me. I entrust my future into Your hands. Thanks for holding on to me in the day of battle, even when I forgot to hold on to You. Thanks for loving me. Amen.

I wrote a very long entry, and with a few mispressed buttons, my entire entry got deleted. *sigh* Think of all those jokes you missed out on. xD Okay, perasan, perasan.

 

Anyway, this entry was meant to commemorate my freedom from SPM. Yes, you heard me right. No more SPM. =D Okay, there's this technical issue of my EST paper on Thursday, but since EST is such a non-subject and all, I prefer not to let it interfere with my euphoria. =P Plus, it's not like I can do any studying for EST, right? Too bad for those having BC tomorrow - I had such a gala time irritating them with "Do you know what time I'll be waking up tomorrow morning? 8am. Do you know what I'm going to do tomorrow morning? ONLINE."

 

Teck Ang very nearly took a swipe at me using his Physics answer script when I repeated that mantra again to him right after the "Masa sudah tamat" announcement. Muahahahahaha. I know, I'm mean. It's a part of me I can't do away with no matter how hard I try. *puppy eyes*

 

On another note, I originally intended to do some SPM results forecasting in this entry, so here I go :

 

BM : A1/A2

BI  : A1

BC : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. NEH NEH NEH! (okay, I'll stop. =P)

Maths : A1

Sejarah : A1

Moral : Ranges from A1 - G9. (We all know what Moral is like. =P Besides, I forgot to paste a RM50 note on the last page of that kertas tertutup. *sigh*)

Bible Knowledge : A1/A2 ( I can't quite gauge how well I did and I daren't be cocky about this one.)

Add Maths : A1 (For once, Add Maths was doable. =D But, apparently many people aren't of the same opinion, so yeah.)

Chem : A1

Bio : A1/A2 (I am desperate for an A1 - P2 was tough.)

Phy : A1

EST : I can safely gauge that it will range from A1 - G9. Call that an educated guess. =P

 

Doesn't look too pretty from where I'm standing, but who cares, it's Form Six in the horizon anyway. =P

 

...Okay, I care. Admitted it liao.

 

...Next topic. Anyway, Esther Ling is so so so so so so so so doggone cute. xD That day, we were discussing how BK was for both of us, and she said this.

 

"At first, I thought it was okay. Then I went back home and flipped through the books, and I found out I had some false teachings in my answers."

 

LOL!!!

 

I want my kids to be as cute as Esther Ling!!!! xD

I'm tired, I'm grouchy, I'm sick of my apparent dumbness, I'm discouraged, I don't see what good all those Add Maths exercises have brought me, I think I'm still the most hopeless person in that confounded subject, I wonder if I can divorce the sciences from maths, I don't know why I can't get any better, I wish I inherited my dad's genes, I don't know why I dread that subject so much, I hate numbers and figures, I wish I was less careless in my workings.

 

Sorry. Needed to rant. Add Maths on Tuesday along with Moral in the afternoon.

 

Maybe the lack of afternoon naps is what is making me break down. Afternoons are the worst time of the day for me. I'd much rather have 14 consecutive days of exams with no papers in the afternoon than 9 days of exams with papers in the afternoon.

 

You don't need three weeks for nine days of exams either. I think the Kementerian Pelajaran can't do Add Maths too.

 

Well, at least I'm not alone, then.

 

...that was reassuring.

 

No, actually I don't feel better. SPM is turning me into a fretty old lady who comes back at 4.30pm in the afternoon only to reply pessimistically to a concerned parent's "How was it?" even if it wasn't that bad. Because the lack of the very important afternoon nap puts everything in a negative light. =P

 

Don't believe me, people, if I say everything's going badly. Everything's going fine. I'm going to pass with flying colours and get some prestigious scholarship in some exotic country. Seriously. The prestigious scholarship happens to be the Father-Mother sponsored Form 6 education in Malaysia, which is a country as exotic as any other. Cuti-Cuti Malaysia claims so anyway.

 

Long time since I've been so sarcastic. It must be the stress. Believe me, I started out optimistic and stress-free, but the nearer Add Maths gets to me, the more I wish Mars would just collide with Earth (if that's scientifically possible) and let us all die happily ever after.

 

...not that I mind Form 6, really.